We all have days that suck. I am very busy in the summer. I find it hard to catch my breath. This summer with the addition of little Zev I find it even harder to catch my breath. I usually have a planner filled with lists and notes and ideas. I don't have that yet. (but oh...I will, I will) I have odds and ends hanging over my head. Bits of things to do crammed into my *memory*. I feel overloaded. Yesterday I whacked Zev's head on a door just seconds after I got him calmed down (from being over tired) and settled into a lovely milk snack. He cried so hard that he turned blue. I felt like a crappy mama. I have been short and impatient with Nahum because he is a kid and I am an adult and sometimes it is hard for each of us to understand where the other is coming from. He wants to play and have fun (and so do I really!) and I have to work and be places on time. After getting them to bed way late...I took a few minutes and sat and knitted a row and a half of his vest. Then I took a few deep breaths and climbed into bed next to my two lovely boys.
P.S. It wasn't all bad. We did get to go to the beach with our dear friends. AND my copy of this book finally came in!